OF LOVE...

this is not a letter, not a poem, not a broken heart expression. these are random thoughts, random questions. cliche i know love is. but well... we still want to talk about it....we still want to be loved and love back...we feel empty when love doesn't come away except the (un)lucky  few who have their feelings locked up in some ice box somewhere out of their heart's reach.
as for the rest of us...
personally...i don't know how many times i have loved(for some reason most people who know me think i'm devoid of emotions). the ambiguity of the whole thing just cant let me be sure. i have dated girls who i didn't really feel anything for, had sex with many more who i didn't really feel anything for, i hate some girls who i can't just get off my mind, obviously there are those who have friend-zoned me, then there's those friends you would do anything for.
the paradox and irony of love is beyond any logic. we have always been inclined to thinking that it's only girls who don't think well when in love. guys have been known in almost as many occasions to make stupid decisions when in love. in short love is just some fucked up shit. brace yourself!! i'm looking forward to getting...

cheers...